random musings

Guts and glory*

I don’t know if its just me, but a huge part of my downfall in jobs has always been “doubt”. Not trusting my instincts and caring to much about the opinions of the wrong people. And not just staying calm and sticking to what I know. I have gotten better at this, its called “being older”. But still I am blown away about how things can dramatically work out in your favour by being quiet and and trusting your gut. I hope to do that a lot more this year 🙂

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random musings

Blooood

Sucked into the abyss, that is what this feels like. I had my “minor procedure” 3 weeks ago today and basically I still feel shit. Every time I think its better, it is not. I am tired and sad and also tired of feeling tired and sad. Fuck balls. I wish for better days and better feelings and feeling like such a sad loser who is bringing every one around me down with my mere presence.

Fuck it. Here’s some pics. A lot are from the fantastic Macabre and beautifully grotesque, you can find them on facebook. Over it.

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